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 The Ultimate Program

After I thoroughly did stretching exercises to work on my flexibility, I went to the edge of the rink to rehydrate and saw my phone light up.

When I checked my notifications, I saw that the group chat with my TCG friends was active.

[Did you guys see that article in Weekly Card Gamers?]

[Of course! "Mister Malice, the Guardian's Gatekeeper, Finally Releases Countless Rare Cards?!" If this is true, then it is a matter of great importance. It is a big chance for us as well.]

[Do you think they'll also release the 'Legacy 8'? Maybe Kazeyuki-san's target [Icicle Palace] will also appear?!]


I couldn't help but smile at their enthusiasm as they relayed information in the group chat.

I was happy that they still cared for me.

[Thank you for letting me know...if it's released, then I want to do everything I can to get it]

I went back to practicing for the new program I created this year. I skated each part of the program one by one. After I finished checking the technical elements, I played the music and continued to practice over and over again- until I would be satisfied. It was simple, steady, and sometimes even tedious work.

But I believed that the answer was somewhere along this path.

To become just like the me from that dream.

To be more fluid, to dance more, to move more naturally on ice than on land. In order to pursue that feeling, I practiced countless times.

No matter how many times I experienced the skating from my dreams, I still couldn't reach that level yet. My dream self is looking down at me from a higher place.

I want to get there faster.

Why was I born and what was the meaning of my existence now?


There is no correct answer for that, but sometimes I think...

My purpose in life is to skate what I think is the best program possible in that scenery, under that sky. And it was important for him to see it with his own eyes.

"Kaede..."

After softly saying his name, I took a step forward on the ice and jumped. I landed perfectly and in that moment, the image of [Icicle Palace] and my cousin's smiling face came to mind.

Technology and cards, when you put those two together...

"Take me...to the place of my dreams."

I whispered softly to the person who was precious to me, even though he wasn't even here right now.

As the music echoed across the ice, I closed my eyes and skated to my heart's content. Because after all this time, there was still something higher I could aim for.

That's right, something I wish for with all my heart.

 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5

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A Confession

"Phew! Look at this, Yuki-nii! Isn't this gyoza wrapped up pretty nicely?"

My cousin Kaede, who came to stay at my house for the first time in a while, puffed out his chest in pride as he spoke.

Today the two of us were left at home alone.

His family went overseas and both of my parents went out of the house. Before we knew it, it became a tradition for us to make gyoza and shumai together on days like this.

"It's true, you've gotten better at it."

I was impressed by how neatly the gyoza were wrapped.

"Ehehe...I'm a high school student now after all. The first time we made them together, I made a mess and cried. But now I'm able to make pretty good gyoza, right?"

It was cute how my cousin always seemed to get excited over small things like this.

And in my heart, I secretly thanked God.

I thought my cousin would start traveling around the world with his parents once he got into high school, but Kaede decided to make Japan his base. One of the reasons he decided to stay was because he wanted to be close by for his sickly childhood friend. I thought that he really was a kind person. 

Although I've been participating in more international competitions, I'm still based in Japan, so I was really happy that I was able to spend more time with my cousin like this.

Just then, I unintentionally let out a sigh.

"What's wrong, Yuki-nii? It's rare to hear you sigh like this."


"Oh, did I sigh? I didn't even realize it."

My cousin tilted his head and continued to speak. "Now that I think about it, you used to sigh a lot back then, even after you won silver in the Novice competition."

"...that was around the time I found [MotG]. Before that I was definitely struggling back then." After saying that, I realized something was wrong. "No, the worries I've had from before still haven't been resolved at all."

My body has grown, but I still see that dream. Even now, I still couldn't keep up with the skating I experienced within my dreams. The question of for what purpose do I skate and for who do I skate is still unanswered.

"...I guess you could say that I have an 'ideal' skating style I want to reach. There's something I'd like to express someday, but while I'm not good enough skill wise, I also feel like I don't have enough understanding of the right mentality for it either. It makes me feel a little inadequate."

"Huh? What are you talking about?"

When I muttered this, my cousin looked surprised. He turned his body to face me directly, as if showing that he wanted to listen properly to what I had to say.

"Just now that was, um..."

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that so suddenly."

My cousin's gaze was as straightforward and earnest as it was when I showed him my clumsy program on the outdoor skating rink years ago. His eyes were telling me that no matter what I said, he would accept it all. The look in his eyes made me blurt out the story about my dream that I never told anyone about before. 

"...ever since I was little, I've always had the same dream."


Even though it was the truth, saying it outloud made me feel uneasy. 

The fact that I found myself skating freely through a mysterious landscape and that the scenery itself was an illustration for a real card game...it was obviously going to sound like a silly fantasy. 

But my cousin listened until the end without laughing at or doubting me.

"That really is a strange coincidence! But if that dream is your reason to improve, then it makes sense that you got so into that card game."

"...don't you think I'm just making this all up?"

"You wouldn't do something like that, Yuki-nii. Besides, I know it's strange but I believe that there are many coincidences like that in the world."

I wasn't sure why, but I felt relieved when my cousin affirmed my feelings.

I even felt like the dream that only existed in my head went from being an illusion to reality.

"...the ideal skating style...one of your goals is to skate just like in that dream, right?"

"That's right, but I don't know if it'll really happen."

"I think that's nice. Wanting to win a gold medal is a great goal to have, but if you're going to skating after you're done competing, I think it's good to have that kind of program that you'd want to dedicate the rest of your life to afterwards."

I was surprised to hear him say that so casually.

Dedicate my life to that program after getting the medal? I never thought about it like that.

Skate only to win the gold medal, and beyond that, skate only for myself.


Even though the ideals my father pushed onto me didn't feel right, I couldn't throw them away-- I continued to follow them because they made me who I am today. At the very least, it was a warning to myself that if I completely lost sight of winning a gold medal, I would never be able to get one.

Ever since I won silver at the Novice competition, I've been unsure of what my own goals should be, but I followed my father's advice up until now.

But in my heart, I felt like that wasn't the only right path to follow.

"...I see, I guess it's okay to have another goal."

For example, my goal of winning the gold medal can be for my father. But my goal of skating just like in my dreams should be dedicated to someone else. 

"Now that I think about it, my dad told me that when a lake overseas froze over, there was an ice show that combined figure skating with video programs. They used holograms to project different kinds of landscapes into the night sky. The aurora came down at the same time, it was really pretty."

"Is doing something like that possible?"

"Yeah! Yuki-nii, the card name was [Icicle Palace], right? When you get that card, let's make it appear as a hologram on that frozen lake and put on an ice show! It'll definitely be amazing!"

My cousin's voice was filled with excitement, it seemed like he was happy just by thinking about it.

For a moment I thought that if what he said came true, then all the feelings in my heart that I held would finally be fulfilled. Maybe my wish to skate like in my dreams could come true.

"If you can get your hands on that card and make a program that you're satisfied with...then I'll take you to that frozen lake!"

My cousin puffed his chest out and placed a fist over his heart while giving me a wide smile.

"I'll take you to the place of your dreams, so make sure to show me!"

He held out his pinky finger to make a promise with me and I couldn't help but smile at him.

"...yeah, it's a promise."

I always thought of him as a cute little brother, but before I knew it, I found myself relying on him more. It felt like he could easily resolve all my problems.

Why do I skate and for whom do I skate?

I felt like my feelings on that matter had been settled.

 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5
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 The Ice Castle I Saw in My Dream

...I'm having that dream again.

Within that dream, I had a realization.

The frozen, icy lake water turned into a white blur beyond the horizon, stretching endlessly. That ice castle that was bathed in the aurora's glow. I danced gracefully and effortlessly across the ice underneath, as if skating was something I was naturally meant to do.

This version of me has longer limbs, and his body is bigger than the current me's.

This 'me' is able to do jumps that looked impossible to do, strong cutting edge steps, spins in intricate positions, and even hydroblading above the ice came to 'me' as easy as breathing.

The music playing in the background was still [Tatar's Dance]. It hasn't changed at all since I first had this dream a few years ago.

However, now I'm beginning to understand things I didn't when I was younger.

In my dream, I was skating as if I was praying to something, or as if I was dedicating my performance to someone. I was wholeheartedly trying to give my heart and body up for something- or for someone. Somehow, I just knew that it wasn't for the gold medal. It definitely wasn't for myself either.

So, what was I skating for?

And..who was I skating for?

If I knew the answer, would it bring me one step closer to becoming the person I dreamed of?

Those were my thoughts as I 'experienced' a skating style in my dream that was so beautiful that saying that it was an ideal didn't do it justice.

...JPN Flight 023 to Tokyo is currently delayed due to in-flight adjustments. Passengers who are traveling on this flight...

Around the time I entered fifth or sixth grade, I came to Hokkaido with my father to participate in the JPN Novice Tournament. The day after the tournament, the return flight was significantly delayed, leaving us with nothing to do at the airport.

In the novice competition, I placed second and won a silver medal. It was my first time ever standing on the podium, and my score was just a few points away from first placez

It wasn't a bad outcome by any means, and of course I was happy when I won the medal.

And yet...

"Haa..."

Before I realized it, I was already sighing.

...I wondered if I would've been happier if I had won gold instead of silver.

I had that feeling inside of me.

I did the best I could and made very few mistakes. I just messed up my axel. The center of the jump was good, but I almost fell on the landing. If I hadn't failed there, I think I would've been able to get gold.

...I thought I was finally stable in my axel jumps.

My dad was really happy when I was able to do the axel jump for the first time.

Even yesterday, he was happy that I was able to stand on the podium, but after we got back to the hotel he kept telling me, "You could've won gold."

In the end, it wouldn't have been perfect unless I won the gold medal...is probably what he wanted to say.

As that thought appeared in my head, I remembered the dream I had this morning. That dream I've been having ever since I was a child.

I saw myself as an adult, freely gliding across an icy lake.

If only I could skate like that... I've had that thought many times.

If I could skate like that, I'd definitely be able to win the gold medal.

But, there's something even more amazing about the skating in my dreams. Something that can't simply expressed with just a medal.

"Looks like our flight is going to be an hour late. Haa...what should we do until then?"

My father sighed as he looked at the information board inside the airport. He's usually very talkative when we're at the skating rink, but when we're back outside, he's mostly quiet. Even now, he's still quiet as he looks for something to do until our flight comes. 

If my uncle were here, he would drag me along with him while saying "Let's go eat something delicious!", but my father is the type of person who can't bring himself to say something like that even though they're related.

...although even if I said that, I wasn't that good at speaking either. 

"Dad."


For some reason, I just wanted to try asking him.

"...if you had an ideal you wanted to reach for skating, what should you skate for? And for whose sake should you skate for?"

In my dreams, I was an adult and my father was also an adult. That, combined with the fact that he used to be a skater, made me want to ask him. I thought that he might know the answer, or be closer to it than I was now.

But when I asked him, he just frowned and gave me a questioning look. 

"For what...? Of course, it's to win a gold medal at the Olympics. As for who it's for, it's for yourself, isn't it?"

His answer was something I've been told a countless amount of times since I was little. Up until now, I was able to accept that this was just how it was, but for some reason, it didn't feel right to me.

"Is that it? I'm sure there are other reasons. After all, not everyone is only thinking about the gold medal and themselves, right?"

"If you keep thinking about other things, then you won't be able to win the gold medal so easily."

...I guess that's right.

I don't think I can put it into words but, is there really only one path that skaters must follow?


"Is that your excuse for getting silver at the Novice competition? You're more than good enough to get gold next time."

I wasn't trying to make excuses, I just asked him something at the beginning. I asked if there was an ideal he wanted for skating and then...

"Dad, don't you have your own ideal skating style?"

"A program that can win gold. That's all."

At that moment, I felt like my father suddenly shut me out. I suddenly realized that there was a huge difference between my father's life and mine. That was how it felt. It was the first time in my life that I ever had that thought.

To be honest, I was confused.

I thought that my father's wishes were my own, and that my wishes were his.

But maybe that wasn't the case.

...skating was just something I naturally had to do.

To hone my skills, aim for a gold medal, and stand on the Olympic podium- all of those were obvious goals to pursue to me and I never questioned any of it. But...in my dream, I wasn't skating for a medal or for myself. If that's the case, the type of skating I was aiming for wasn't the one my father wanted.

The person my father wanted me to be isn't the person I want to be.

It was the first time I'd ever thought about that. It came as a shock to me- it felt like I'd been hit hard on the back of my head. For just a moment, my father felt like a complete stranger to me.

"Well...you know, you still did good even if you only got silver. I'll buy you a book as a reward, so go ahead and pick out one you'd like."

My father cleared his throat as he spoke and took me to the bookstore inside the airport. I was still somewhat overwhelmed by the idea that my sad and I had different ideals for skating, but I still tried to find something as I walked around the bookstore.

I couldn't think of anything I wanted in particular, so I went to the photography book section. My uncle and aunt were landscape photographers who traveled all over the world, so I thought I might find some of their books. 

But unfortunately, I couldn't find any.

As I walked around the corner to look for something else, I stopped to look at an artbook that caught my eye.

"Marisu...of...za...?"

The title was written in the English alphabet. Even though I'm currently taking English conversation classes to prepare for international competitions, I still can't read very well.

I was drawn to the pretty landscape paintings, so I opened the artbook. There were many pictures of dragons and knights, and then I realized it was an artbook for a card game while looking through it.

Ah, my classmates played this game at school. It was called [MotG]. I knew this card game because it was popular.

In this artbook, there were more pictures. Goblings attacking fiercely, eerie poisonous swamps, a mysterious elf's profile...every page was filled with impressive illustrations.

The moment I turned to the next page, I froze.

"...Ici...cle...pala...ce?"

I somehow managed to read the English letters written there.

The picture was of an endless frozen lake and an aurora colored ice castle floating above it. It matched perfectly with the scenery I saw in my dream that I had over and over again.

Why was the place in my dreams here?

I'd never told anyone about that place, not even my cutest, sweetest cousin in the world. I couldn't help but think that someone peeked into my dreams and drew this using it as a reference. 

There was a sound that shook my soul. I felt helplessly drawn in by the landscape. My heart was beating quickly in excitement as if I were in love.

This landscape...it wasn't just an illusion I created on my own, right? Does this place really exist somewhere? Or maybe, someone else saw this place in their own head?

"What's wrong? Did you want that book?"

Before I knew it, my father was already standing next to me. Apparently I had been looking at this picture of [Icicle Palace] for a while already.

I closed the book and nodded at my father.

"I want to get this book, dad."

This was [Malice of the Guardians]--

My first encounter with the card game I would fall in love with for the rest of my life.


 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5

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 The Ice Country's Prince

--That was one of my brightest childhood memories.

That memory was the start of everything, a core memory that's embedded itself deeply into my heart.

I remembered it was a long time ago that I was taken to a special rink set up in front of a brick warehouse, rather than the usual ice rink.

By then, my father already taught me how to skate, as if it were the most obvious thing to do.

Before I could call it 'fun' or 'enjoyable,' I felt like I needed to hurry and become even better, to be able to do even more difficult jumps or spins on the ice.

"Yukikaze, you'll definitely win a gold medal in the future. This is for your sake."

I grew up hearing those words all the time, and that became my 'normal.'

No matter where the location was, what I needed to do while skating was always the same.

When I was taken to the special rink at the brick warehouse, I felt nervous. I was sure that I would once again be faced with the reality that I wouldn't be able to skate as well as usual.

But my father said something different from what I expected.

"My brother asked me to take care of Kaede-kun for the day so he wouldn't be home alone. You go ahead and teach him how to skate."

As he said this, my father led my cousin, who was still very small and young, by the hand and brought him closer to me.

It was one thing if he was acting as a coach, but as an adult, my father isn't very good with small children. He would often leave them in my care and say he'll pick them up later before quickly leaving.

My cousin looked fluffy in his outfit: dressed warmly with a scarf, hat and wool gloves. I took his hand and decided to teach him how to skate.

Not only was it a weekday, but it was also cloudy and cold with snow forecasted in the afternoon, so the outdoor rink didn't have many people using it. So I was able to take my cousin's hand, who was skating for the first time, to skate around the ice rink without getting in anyone's way.

There were a variety of different songs playing in the rink. We skated while matching the rhythm of the songs, slowly during the soft songs and faster during the fast-paced songs. I made sure to hold both of my cousin's hands as I spun him around. 

Little Kaede was squealing in excitement just from skating a little. Even if he slipped and fell onto the rink, he was still smiling happily. But he got tired soon after and asked to get off the rink, saying "let me rest a little!"

As my cousin sat on the bench and took off his gloves that were wet from the melted ice, I offered my own to him.

"These gloves are fine! But Yuki-nii, I wanna see you skate! You're always skating, aren't you? I wanna watch you! Show me!"

He came to watch my skating practice a few times before, so he must've remembered me from that.

"...but my skating might be boring to watch."

It probably would be boring, because I'm such a bad skater that I can't even do all the single jumps.

In my skating class, I have a younger classmate who started after me, but they can already do all the jumps. But if it's me, I still can't do it. Even though I was raised by my father, who used to be a skater himself...

"What do you mean? It's not boring at all! I wanna see more! More than what I saw at your practice before!"

My cousin tilted his head as he looked at me with wide eyes. Right after he did, the music that was playing on the rink changed.


"Hey, Yuki-nii! Skate to this song!"

For some reason, I felt like I was being pushed forward by my cousin's innocent smile.

The song that was currently playing was [Tatar's Dance]. I knew it because an older classmate used this song in the junior competition.

"...I got it, I'll give it a try."

Jumps were prohibited in this special rink anyway. In that case, maybe I would be able to skate a little better? I wanted to make my cousin, who excitedly said he wanted to see my skating, happy, so I stood in the empty rink.

I made hand gestures that followed the music, tried to do twizzles that I haven't mastered yet, and took steps forward on the ice the best I could.

Ah, this wasn't good at all. My skills were inadequate. Watching me skate like this must've been boring for him after all.

But the moment I looked up to see his reaction, I was surprised.

He was looking at me with wide eyes and a bright smile on his face.

...Let's skate properly until the very end.

With that thought in mind, even if I wasn't good yet, I continued to skate until the music ended, finishing with an upright spin in front of my cousin. In order to prevent myself from drifting away on the ice, I desperately went as fast as I could.

I'm sure if my father saw this, he'd be shocked and angry. He'd probably say something like "don't skate a program so half-heartedly like this!"

But only in front of my cousin--
The moment I tried to show off and make a pose...

Kaede let out a loud cheer, hopped off the bench, and ran over to me. He took off his gloves and clapped his small hands that were numb from the cold together until they were bright red. His cheeks and the tip of his nose were flushed pink as he looked up at me with sparkling eyes.

"Yuki-nii, you're amazing! You're just like a prince from an ice country!"

For some reason, my heart felt warm when my cousin praised my more than inadequate skating.

I was just...genuinely very happy.

If I could make someone this happy-- I wonder if I could win a medal too?

That was how I felt.

"It was really pretty! Yuki-nii's ice skating is the coolest thing in the world!"

"...I'm glad you enjoyed it."

I took off my gloves as I stepped off the rink and cupped my cute little cousin's cheeks with my hands. His cheeks were cold compared to my hands, which were warmed from skating for a long time.

My heart was feeling pleasantly warm.

That night.

My cousin said he was going to stay the night at my house. After I put him to bed, I had a dream.

...it was a strange dream.

In my dream, I was skating on an endless lake of ice. There was an ice castle that glowed with the colors of the aurora floating above me. There was a song playing somewhere, I recognized it as [Tatar's Dance].

Until now, it might've seemed like just a normal dream.

But in that dream, my arms and legs were moving so smoothly and freely. That movement was something I felt in my body. Detailed steps, quick and perfect spins, and jumps that were high and seemingly endless...

...was this the me in the future?

Would I be able to skate like this someday?

This freedom, this happiness...

When I was young, that's what I was thinking about in my dream.

 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5


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 Guardner's Struggle Between Life and Death

I compared the cards spread out on the table to the ones in my hand.

It was my opponent's turn now.

My only way to win is to defend myself against the incoming attacks and bet on the next draw.

"I attack with [Enraged Cavalry Captain] and [Eight Headed Serpent of Avalon]!"

My opponent played two cards. The game board installed in the card shop instantly read the holochips and created a miniature cavalry captain and eight headed serpent on the board. And then they launched a powerful attack on my vanguard Guardian.

"Woah, at this rate...!"

"Kazeyuki-shi's* life points are already at 5...! At this rate, isn't he gonna lose?!"

My friends watching over me let out panicked shouts.


"Trick card! Activate [Instant Blizzard]!"

I pulled out the card I saved for this moment and placed it on the board. A trump card that can nullify all of your opponent's attacks just once. A fierce snowstorm blew into the battlefield, causing hologram projections of the cavalry captain and serpent to back away in fear.

They loudly tsk'd and noisily shuffled their cards with a great amount of force.

"According to the tournament rules at this venue, shuffling your cards loudly is prohibited."

"Tch! It's just a habit!"

They slammed their cards on the table in frustration.

I see.

I came to this shop often since it was close by and I've had a few matches against them before. They've always been overbearing, to the point of it being a problem for the other players here. 

Card games are meant to connect people together.

It was really unfortunate to see players treat their cards so aggressively during a match.

But...that's exactly why I can't lose!

As a player who loved the world famous card game, Malice of the Guardians - [MotG] - as someone who believed wholeheartedly in the deck he built, and to never forget the promise he made with his friend...!

"It's my turn, draw!"

I...I believe in my cards!

At that moment when I saw the card that flew into my hands, I couldn't help but smile.

"I summon [Swarm of Icicle Worms]!"

I've been waiting for this card!

Countless ice pillars appeared on the board and rushed to attack the opposing team.

"[Swarm of Icicle Worms]'s effect! When my life points are below 10, I can eliminate all of my enemy's vanguard Guardians together! Go, Icicle Worms!"

The worms charged forward with their sharp bodies, freezing the three enemy vanguards. They turned into ice crystals before disappearing from the field. I immediately sent three ice mana cards from my hand to the graveyard.

"When [Swarm of Icicle Worms] retires three or more of the opposing Guardians at the same time, another effect is activated! By offering three ice mana, I can resummon [Defender of the Ice Fortress] from the graveyard to directly attack my opponent's rearguard!"

A beautiful swordsman clad in ice was summoned onto the field. They leapt into the enemy's formation and brandished their greatsword.

"Dammit...! Trick card, [Confining Quicksand]!"

They activated a guard, but--

"[Defender of the Ice Fortress]'s effect! During the turn they're revived from the graveyard, they're able to avoid all of their opponent's Tricks!"

The quicksand that was created by my opponent was instantly frozen and turned into beautiful snow, and my swordsman swept away all the remaining Guardians on their side.

The audience let out a loud cheer.

"It's here! This removal-counter is super strong against a fast aggro deck!"

"Kazeyuki-shi's really showing off his deck's strengths'!"

My friends' voices were encouraging me.

...but in any case, I already did everything I could.

I declared the end of my turn and waited for my opponent's next move. To be honest, I didn't have any cards in my hand that could guard against the next attack. If they were able to come back from this, I'd lose. I waited for them to draw, already prepared for the end result.

...but after drawing a card and adding it to their hand, they took a deep breath and placed their cards on the board.

"Surrender."

A surrender. That meant-

"The winner is Kazeyuki!"


The shop clerk was the judge watching over this match.

Immediately after, my friends who were always playing against each other and spending all of their time researching deck compositions came running to me while cheering.

"Well done, Kazeyuki-shi! You did it!"

"Even though the environment put you at a disadvantage, you still had faith in your mono-ice deck and stuck with it. This is a win that will go down in history for sure!"

"Congrats on your first tournament victory!"

While everyone was excitedly speaking to me, my opponent was silently preparing to leave.

I stood up and held my hand out to him.

"That was an intense battle. Let's meet again at the next tournament. For the pride of Guardner!"

They were silent for a little while...

In the end, they shook my hand and replied in a small voice, "For the pride of Guardner..."

When they let go of my hand, they left afterwards. My friends seemed to understand how I was feeling and nodded their heads deeply in agreement.

"Well, it was still an exciting battle!"

About ten minutes after the tournament ended and most of the spectators left--

 
I was still there with my three TCG friends at one of the tournament tables in the shop.

Even though it's a table used for tournaments, you can use it freely without the hologram board and card fight. You can also bring your own cards to compare decks with your friends here in a lively atmosphere.

This card shop is close to my parents' house and it's somewhere I've been going to for a long time. I got to know the three of them by playing against each other in card fights, and before we knew it, we just naturally became good friends. 

"Kazeyuki-shi! I would like to see the rare prize card again!"** Hasuda-shi spoke enthusiastically with excitement in his eyes. 

He always wore a stylish red bandana and is an expert at using different kinds of meta decks. He's very well informed about [MotG] and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that he knows everything about the card game.


I showed him the prize card I won, [Dragon Knight Dancing on Ice]. It was the rarest card in the newly released card pack.

Suddenly, the other two shouted "Ohh~" and moved closer to take a better look at the card.

"Thank you all for your support. This card goes well with my [Dragon Sleeping Within Ice], so I really wanted it. Of course, I bought many packs of the new set and even did an opening ritual for the cards, but I still wasn't able to get this one to come..."

When I said that, everyone nodded deeply in agreement. Hasuda-shi spoke after, "I understand well. I was not able to pull the card either."

"However, with the addition of new ice cards in this new wave of packs may change the environment for the current ice meta."

"Kazeyuki-san, if you add this to your deck, you'll be able to go even further! Maybe you'll be able to win the regional tournament next!" Ooji-shi, the smallest out of all of us, clenched his fists as he spoke with excitement.

He plays a small-scale deck that mainly uses low cost Guardians, but he's skilled at using Trick Cards in order to make up for the deck's weaknesses.

"Hmm...but just getting one card isn't enough. Even though he might have to spend a lot of money, it would be better to get one or two more cards to stabilize his deck."

"What? Are you saying that Kazeyuki-shi must throw away his signature combo of using [Swarm of Icicle Worms] and [Defender of the Ice Fortress]?!"

Himeno-shi calmly gave his opinion while adjusting his glasses. At the shop, he's nicknamed "the rogue deck demon" and uses the deck he first fell in love with while continuing to improve it over time. 


Hasuda-shi responded to him on his own after that.

They were all really good, caring friends.

That being said...I didn't know their occupations or ages. They didn't even know that I'm the skater, Kamina Yukikaze. Although, sometimes I think that even if I did tell them my identity, they still wouldn't really know who I was.

It wasn't that I wanted to hide anything in particular, it's just that I went by Kazeyuki for the SNS account I made to learn more about the card game. When I come to this part of town, I put on a light disguise just like I do everywhere else.

It was a simple outfit - just a cap, a pair of glasses, and a mask - but because I wear this outfit all the time, the people at the card shop have started to call me "the masked ice tamer."

But...it's not a big deal.

After all, we're all the same Guardners who communicate with each other through our cards. 

"This time, I won because of you three. Hasuda-shi, you helped me gather information about their deck ahead of time. Ooji-shi and Himeno-shi, you two also helped me adjust my deck many times...thank you, I don't think I could've won without you all."

After I thanked them wholeheartedly, they all responded in different ways. "Oh- your words are making me feel embarrassed...!", "Hey, don't act like we're strangers, we're close aren't we?", "I'll help you with any deck adjustments you might need in the future too."

I was proud that I was able to win my first card shop tournament with the three of them watching over me. I might even be happier at this moment than when I first got onto the top three as a novice skater.


"But with this prize card, we're one step closer to making Kazeyuki-shi's goal of creating a permafrost deck come true!"

"Yeah. ...but, we still have a long way to reach that goal. What matters most is the ultimate final piece."

When I said that, their facial expressions turned serious.

"Indeed...that card is the most essential piece for an unparalleled permafrost deck."

"The 'Legacy 8.' I'd like to see them at least once before I die..." Ooji-shi let out a sigh after hearing Hasuda-shi's words. 

...that's right. We got along well because we had a shared dream.

In this card game that we love, there are eight original rare cards that were included in the packs that were initially released several decades ago.

They're collectively known as 'Legacy 8.'

Because of how rare they are, they're traded at high prices in the market and according to recent rumors, a first edition card could be worth tens of million yen each.

"I believe that the common point in all the rumors is that the cards may be in the hands of the world's greatest card collector, 'Mister Malice, the Guardian's Gatekeeper.'"

"Well even so, it's not like we know who Mister Malice is, right?"

"They could be a beautiful lady, an elderly wise man who's part robot, or..."

"There's also people saying that they're the creator of [MotG]."


"In any case, I really want it~ The [Hidden Imperial Command]..." Ooji-shi muttered softly with admiration in his voice.

Right, he also wants a card from 'Legacy 8.' That card has such a strong salvage effect that it got banned from being used in tournaments.

"I too hope that I will be able to obtain the [White Lupine] one day...if I am able to get ahold of the card, I vow to devote my life to the beautiful and pure lupine maiden." Hasuda-shi made this declaration with a serious look on his face.

"I feel the same way. I'm prepared to risk my life for my muse, the [Queen of Velfaex Palace]." Just like Hasuda-shi, Himeno-shi has very strong, passionate feelings about the card he wants.

"What Kazeyuki-san wants is..."

"Of course, it's [Icicle Palace]."

I saw it a long time ago in an artbook for [MotG].

It was a beautiful artwork depicting a wondrous ice castle-- that [Icicle Palace].

Compared to the other 'Legacy 8' cards, this one was relatively easier to get, and as long as they weren't the first edition cards, they were often seen on the market. However, to find a first edition card in mint condition was extremely difficult.

...I'd really like to get one someday.

I've been dreaming about that card ever since the day I became a Guardner in this game.

After all, the reason why I started playing [MotG] was because of [Icicle Palace]- a floating ice castle that can only exist in a dream.


*T/N: the honorific "-shi" is an older honorific that's an ancient honorific form that isn't really used anymore today other than being used to refer to people in third person in formal writing.
**T/N: Hasuda is speaking in relatively old Japanese so I will be trying to reflect that in the translations.

 
Translator's Comments: did i get transported into a tcg anime?
 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5
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The Fourth Movement

We found the fourth movement sooner than expected.


When I heard it was going to be sold at a very famous auction in London, I immediately applied to participate in it.


I added my savings together with the earnings I made from composing and the videos I made as a kid, along with my brother adding his own savings. We somehow managed to win the bid after that.


That being said, there are only a few certified copies of this movement. This one was a little less valuable and expensive compared to the other ones, which each only had one copy in the world, so I was able to get this one somehow. It was still difficult to get it and it cost a fair amount of money, as for how much…well, let’s just leave it at that for now.


“This is…the last movement.”


I felt restless as I displayed the data. 


While I wanted to enjoy the perfection and greatness of the song itself, I also wanted to hurry and find out what came out of my great uncle’s love life. The first movement was like a burning flame of love that was suddenly ignited, the second movement had strong painful feelings behind it, the third movement felt like a love letter that failed to send. 


Then…what happens next?


You are mine

I am yours

The world has fallen asleep / All sounds have disappeared long ago

In this kind of world / If you’re lonely, let’s go together

Towards the lake / The sea / And the moon too

Even towards the very edge of Heaven


“...”


How should I say this…


[Sympathy]


It felt like my great uncle's feelings merged together and became one with my own. 


“...I wonder if it’s in our blood to fall so deeply in love that we go crazy and die.”


If I found a love that I’d carry for the rest of my life, maybe I’d become like this too. Because surely, that’s just how people are. If you stare into Heaven for too long, it’ll make you go crazy. 


“Haa…”


I threw myself on my bed and rested my head on my stuffed goat, rolling around with it for a while. When I got the third movement the other day, I started making a cover version of my great uncle’s song, but I think I’ll take a small break today. So far, I’ve managed to get up to the fourth movement, the last known part of this song, and I learned what happened with my great uncle’s love life…huh?


“Come to think of it, what’s the title of this sheet music?”


I don’t remember. I don’t think it was in the notes either. No, it’s possible that he didn’t give it a title, but it was bothering me a little. And…how do I put this.


“I don’t feel like it’s really over yet…”


Several months have passed since then.


I was looking over the sheet music data again in the living room of the HAMA House when Akuta suddenly popped up from behind me, his head next to my face. 


“What’s that? It’s amazin’! The music notes are flowing!”


“Oh, this? It’s my great uncle’s sheet music. Do you know who Nanamegi Nanakuma is?”


“Nnnope!!”


I see.  …I gave him a side eye, but this innocent guy didn’t even notice my gaze.  


“This is something I recorded a while ago.”


“Ohhhh that’s an amazin’ number of views! That’s crazy! I’ll definitely listen to it later!”


Akuta’s eyes were sparkling as he looked at the transferred video screen. 


“People who can read music are really amazin’! I really respect them!”


“Now that you bring it up, haven’t you written songs before? What did you do with the sheet music?”


“I wrote it all in letters! Like Do Re Mi Fa.” 


“Hahaha, that’s even more amazing then.”


Then–


“Oh, you guys are still awake? You should go to sleep early! You have school tomorrow.”


“Ah, teacher!” 


“Ch…Chief, good evening.” 


The chief came by while eating some rice crackers that they must’ve gotten as a souvenir. While I was doing my best to calm my racing heart, Akuta replied to them obediently with a “Yes~” or “Hey.” The chief gave us a satisfied nod before leaving the room with a crunching sound from their snack. 


It was only after they left that I was able to breathe a sigh of relief. 


I wish I could’ve talked to them properly…


“Nanaki, somehow you…”


“Hmm?”


“You like them, don’t you?”


“...eh…?”


This time, my heart almost stopped for real.


“Eeh?”


“H…Huh?”


“Huh~?”


“Wh…”


“Wh?”


“What do you mean by ‘like’…?”


“As a teacher!” 


…What was with that? That surprised me. Swallowing my words, I gave him an uneasy smile. I see, that made sense.


As a teacher, I did like them but…


“You like them, right?”


“...Yeah.” 


But besides that I- 


“I like them…but…” 


What was wrong with that?


Akuta looked confused for a moment before speaking with a wide, innocent smile. “Me too~”


No no, even if this were the edge of Heaven, I still want to be with that person–


“I like them, but–” 


What was…wrong with that?


Subject: Untitled

Sender: Unknown 


Hello, unlove-san

I apologize for suddenly contacting you.

I am not a suspicious person.

Please do not worry.


Have you found the fifth movement?

Nanamegi Nanakuma is truly wonderful

The audio that you, his blood relative, made


I want to listen to it.

Please contact me again if you’d like


From your fans


 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1Chapter 2Chapter 3Chapter 4 | Chapter 5


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The Third Movement

For a while after that, there was no information on the other parts of the song. Then one day, my brother rushed into my room with a flustered expression on his face and the first thing he said was-


“I think I found information on where the third movement is. There were rumors going around from some fanatics that a resident of a nursing home somewhere has one.”


I immediately contacted every nursing home across the country. I wondered if the sheet music was being kept by someone wealthy and if they were also a big fan of Nanakuma. 


Of course, my brother still helped me out even though he was busy with college and work. I really can’t thank him enough.


And then a few more days  passed after that.


“Now that you mention it, I think the old lady who lives with us said that she knew Nanamegi Nanakuma. I don’t know if it’s true or not though…” 


I received this response from one of the nursing homes. The location was in HAMA, fairly close to where we lived.


When I asked if I could meet her, they told me that I could only meet her if I got her family’s permission, so I waited a few more days before I finally got the OK.


The sheet music was very valuable, so they would probably wanted to pass it down to their family. I made my way there with a feeling that things might not work out as well this time.


“So you’re Nanakuma-san’s nephew? You certainly do feel similar.”


In this clean nursing home room, there was a lady with a small frame on the bed. She looked up at me from her snug position.


“I’m sorry for asking to see you so suddenly.”


“It’s fine. I was getting bored here anyway.”


Pure white sheets.

Lace curtains swaying in the wind.

A red cardigan draped over her shoulders.


My first impression of her was that she was a refined and gentle person. This might be rude to say, but she didn’t seem like the type of person who was very wealthy. She seemed like an ordinary, graceful and kind grandma.


“Since you’ve come all the way to visit me, would you like to hear some of my memories of Nanakuma-san?”


“Please go ahead!” 


I leaned forward without thinking and upon seeing that, she laughed softly before telling me about an old story.


When she was younger, she lived near my great uncle’s house.


Whenever she passed by him, she would always say hello and out of concern for my great uncle who didn’t seem like he was really living, and would go over and share her meals with him.


“He had the freedom and tremendousness of an artist. There was a time where he suddenly painted all the walls in his room bright red.”


“...”


“When I asked him why he did that, his reply to me was ‘You like red, don’t you?’ I told him that even if that were the case, wouldn’t it be unsettling if his room was all red? The next day, his walls were white again. We were good friends.”


When I asked my relatives about him, they would always say that my uncle was eccentric and disliked other people, rarely leaving the house. But from her words, he wasn’t really like that at all.


When she suggested that he should plant flowers in his unused, spacious garden, he spent the whole day weeding. When she told him that he needed to get more nutrients in his body, he started stocking up on nutrient supplements and gulped them all down.


“He could be a little extreme at times, but he was a very nice person. …a while after, I got married and had children. We became pretty distant since my husband was transferred to another location for work and we moved. To be honest, before that I had a small crush on him.” 


She took out an old envelope from the chest beside her bed while giggling to herself. 


“Nanakuma-san gave this to me as a thank you gift for always looking after him.”


And then what she took out of the envelope was-


“Is this…handwritten sheet music?!”


I felt like my heart was about to jump out of my chest. I had no idea that something so valuable still existed. It wasn’t something like being taken aback, I felt like my heart was pierced through. I was so moved, nervous and excited all at once that my hands started shaking without even realizing it.  


“I can’t read the music notes, but the lyrics written next to it were beautiful. He told me I could just throw it away, but I decided to keep it.” 


“...”


She looked at the sheet music with a nostalgic look on her face. 


After seeing that, I was thinking about just thanking her for her time and going home. I couldn’t ask her to just give up such a precious memento. 


But-


“I’ll give it to you. You were looking for this, weren’t you?”


“Huh? No, but-” 


“It’s okay. Music is meant to be heard by others. I can’t play any instruments, so I can’t tell what kind of song it is just from looking at the sheet music.” 


“Then…” 


I carefully reached out for the sheet music she gave me.


“After you give this to me, I’ll turn it into an audio file and upload it to the internet.”


“Oh, how lovely! I’d be happy if you did! That’s a promise, then.”


Encouraged by her smile, I accepted it.


“...”


I stopped for a moment before carefully opening the envelope.


I looked over the pages again and I could tell they were still in good condition even though they were old.


You are the moon

I can’t move from here / I can’t see the other side of you

Even if I move to the right / Even if I move to the left

I can’t see into your heart

Tonight too

Even if eternity passes


I knew what I was going to do as soon as I got home. In my mind, I pictured the walls painted red, the weedless mansion garden, and the pile of supplements. 


“...alright.” 


Right now, I needed to hurry and get home.


 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1Chapter 2Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5
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The Second Movement

Mr. Adolf was a foreign music critic and is apparently a well-known “Nanamegi Nanakuma stan” within his community. Apparently he attended all the auctions for his final work in order to buy all of the sheet music parts.


“Of course, it was impossible to buy everything though.”


I asked a question to Mr. Adolf as he let out a bitter laugh.


“My great un…why did Nanakuma break his sheet music into parts?”


I thought that since he was a known Nanakuma fan, I might be able to get an understanding of my great uncle’s feelings. That was the question on my mind since the beginning: Why did he separate the sheet music into parts? 


I thought that there surely must’ve been some meaning to it.


He donated all of his inheritance to charity, so he probably wasn’t in any financial trouble.


But…


“I don’t know that much.”


…unfortunately, it seems like Mr. Adolf didn’t know much about the situation either.


It can’t be helped, so I should probably give up here. As I was thinking that–


“Nanaki, why do you want this sheet music? The reason why I paid a large sum of money to get this precious treasure is because I love the songs that Nanakuma creates.”


“...”


“Up until now, many enthusiasts have contacted me hoping to get a copy of this sheet music. However, none of them caught my eye. I have no intention of giving this up to a mere Nanakuma enthusiast.”


“...I am…”


I stared directly into the bear’s eyes that suddenly became sharper.


“I am the nephew of Nanamegi Nanakuma, and just like him, I also make music.”


My first negotiation with an adult would begin here.


Ohhhhhh Jesus Christ!! My God!!” 


“Huh?”


I was about to start speaking again, but he suddenly started gripping his head and began to move around as if he were struggling against something, so I stepped back. 


“Bless the Nanamegi family…! The breath of God!!” 


“Mr. Adolf?”


I wondered what was wrong with him. Maybe he was going through something right now. Or was it because of me? Did I say something weird?


Mr. Adolf, who seemed to be finished writhing around in what looked like agony for a while, turned to face me with wide eyes.


“You should’ve said something important like that sooner! This means that you’re that up and coming anonymous artist, unlove…!” 


“Wh…”


Why did he know that? And how did he make that connection?!


Mr. Adolf explained everything to me step by step, as I was still confused and didn’t understand. 


He loved Nanakuma so much that he was aware of all the activities of the Nanamegi family. He knew about almost all the activities and achievements of everyone in the family that was involved with music. Around the same time when he listened to a song by the anonymous artist, unlove, he felt a strong Nanakuma feeling.


It wasn’t a mere imitation of Nanakuma’s style, the core of their sense of music was very similar to his. He always thought the true identity of unlove must be someone from the Nanamegi family who inherited the same talent as him. The Nanamegi family must’ve had a secret child who hadn’t shown their face to the public yet.


“And that’s you, Nanaki.”


“Um…”


“You don’t have to worry, I won’t reveal your identity to the public. It’s a great honor to meet you.”


After a respectful bow, Mr. Adolf spoke with a bright smile on his face.


“I’d be happy to give you the sheet music.”


A few days later, a CD-ROM that had the sheet music data arrived at my house.


This was at Mr. Adolf’s request. He wanted to give it to me in the original state it was in when it was put up for auction, not over the cloud. The ROM was paired with a handwritten letter.


I carefully peeled back the old-fashioned wax seal and read what was inside.


“...”


The truth– he didn’t mention it at all during the negotiations.


Mr. Adolf was currently suffering from a serious illness and only had a few years left to live. He was considering what would happen after his death, initially thinking about donating the sheet music data with historical value to an art gallery or a museum. However, if there was someone out there who was carrying on Nanakuma’s legacy and wasn’t just a fan, he said he would’ve loved to give it to them if they wanted it.


He thought since I was his relative with clear talent, there was no reason to refuse.


“...I’ll definitely write a song that surpasses this one before you’re gone.”


Remembering Mr. Adolf’s bear face, I quietly made a decision. I made this promise to the slightly emotional but kind critic who recognized my talent and sensibility. I prayed that the rest of his life would be a happy one and finally checked the sheet music data.


I am sand

Your voice disappears into the waves / I am swept away

If you could pick up the pieces

In this ambiguously vast ocean

While thinking of you / I am torn apart


“...”


I felt myself being overwhelmed by a strange, indescribable feeling.


It seemed like my great uncle was deeply in love. But it was a love that would never come true.


Because this was definitely not a sweet love song.


These words weren’t conveying a simple longing for someone.


“...I get it, great uncle.”


Being in love is really painful.


It feels like your body is getting torn apart, like you’re going crazy. 
 

 

 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5
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About the Great Composer

My great uncle, Nanamegi Nanakuma, was a great composer. 


He died young, when I was still a small child. Even though we were relatives, he wasn’t the type to show his face so I barely remember what he looks like. But at that time, when I listened to music composed by him on his analog records in my parents’ room– I got goosebumps. 


“This is…amazing…!”


I couldn’t think of anything else to say. It was my only thought– this was really amazing. I couldn’t believe that there was someone in the world who could write a song like this, and that that person was my great uncle.


“I want to be able to compose songs like that too…”


Both of my parents and my brother were all musicians, so I’ve been playing instruments since I was a child. But after I listened to this, it might’ve been the first time I felt such a strong desire to compose music. 


It had such a strong impact on me, and was a cathartic experience. From that day on, my great uncle became my role model. I wanted to become a composer like him and create many songs that people will fall in love with after listening for the first time. 


On that day, even though I was still just a child– I felt like I was reborn. 


I decided to start composing music immediately after. I started by listening to all of the songs my great uncle made. 


“You’re really just too amazing, great uncle…”


As I listened to his songs over and over again, I started to wonder what kind of person he was. After all, it was only natural to want to know everything about the person you respect and admire. 


“I think Nanakuma-san was a bit of a weird person, wasn’t he~?”


“He bought a big house and lived there by himself. The garden wasn’t taken care of at all and it looked a little like a haunted house.” 


“I heard he refused all media appearances. There are probably private photos, but I don’t think there’s any video footage.”


“He was pretty wealthy, but I heard he donated all his money to a charity before he died.”


…but he ended up being quite mysterious. Even after asking all my relatives, I couldn’t find out anything more about him. The things that were important to him, what he disliked, what he was thinking…I couldn’t find out any of that. I only found an old photo at my relative’s house where he was looking at the camera with a troubled expression on his face. 


But I didn’t give up. I kept searching for information little by little, because surely the whole story about my great uncle would become clear…is what I thought.


Well, all of my hopes quickly went away when I realized that there really wasn’t anything else that could come out of my search. 


A little bit before that happened


“...what is this?”


I found a floppy disk in the attic of my parents’ house. There was sheet music data inside, but there was no title. Then what about the sheet music itself?


“This is…my great uncle’s?”


I could tell it was his at a glance. This was left behind by him. I definitely wasn’t wrong. I knew him better than anyone else in the family at the time, after all. 


“An unreleased song?”


In my excitement, I showed the sheet music to my brother to which he replied:


“Yeah!”



“I see…I don’t know him very well after all. By the way Nanaki, your face is bright red you know.” 


“Of course it’s red! This song is really amazing! Listen to it properly!”


“Okay, okay.”


My brother was laughing, but to me, this wasn’t something I could laugh about. All of my great uncle’s songs were amazing and definitely the best, but this song was on another level. It can’t just be described as something great. Not at all.


Even if you gathered a hundred of the world’s best composers and asked them to make a song, they still wouldn’t even come close to this one. And it was a short, fleeting song, so its value was…it was something a child couldn’t even imagine..


“No, this is really amazing isn’t it? It’s a song that makes you want to hear more.”


“...huh?”


At that moment, when I heard my brother’s words, I suddenly realized something. This song had a continuation, didn’t it? 


Now that I thought about it more, it really seemed like it. I wonder why I didn’t notice it before. I thought the score was already complete before, but somehow I understood that it wasn’t.


This is probably the first movement. Then the second movement…and there’s probably more after. I truly believed in that. Because if it were me, I definitely wouldn’t let it end here.


“There was only the first movement at home, why?”


“Who knows. Let’s ask mom and dad about it.”


And after that


When my parents had a rare day off at home, I learned more about my great uncle and the floppy disk.


First: Before he passed away, he completed his final song.

Second: It seems like he donated all of his assets, including his house, to someone else while he was still alive. However, he had the sheet music of his last work separated into parts and told his lawyer to “sell them at charity auctions.” I don’t know the reason why.

Third: My father bought the first movement of his song as a memento.

Fourth: Other than the first movement, my parents know that there’s a second, third and fourth part, but they don’t know anything else about them.

Fifth: Now, collectors from all over the world are searching for that sheet music.

…that’s the information I have up to now.


As if I were being told to do so by fate itself, I decided to collect all the parts of my great uncle’s song.


“...”


Then the night of the appointment came. 


It was my first time negotiating with someone like this, so I was a little nervous as I waited for the other person in the lobby.


“Hello, I’m Adolf Nguyen Abdul.”


The avatar that resembled a bear from a cartoon held out its hand in a frank manner.


 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3Chapter 4 | Chapter 5
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The First Movement

Morning


I rubbed the sleepiness out of my eyes as I left my room with musical instruments scattered around and walked through the long hallway of my house. 


I had a lot of work to do after the test last night; it was a little hard. It’s not easy being a student, huh.


“Haa…ah.”


An uncontrollable yawn left my mouth as I entered the living room and was immediately greeted by my older brother who just came home.


“Good morning! I saw that you released a new song last night, so I listened to it right away.”


“Huh- already? That was fast. You’re always the first one to listen to my songs.”


“Because I’m your biggest fan, after all! This time your song had a really good shift in tone around the middle. As expected of you, my younger brother really is full of talent.” 


“You’re exaggerating. I still have a long way to go.” I replied, feeling a little embarrassed as my brother’s handsome face broke into a wide smile.


“Don’t be so humble.”


That being said, it seems like the solo album my brother released recently has also been selling well.


[Nanamegi Mutsuki]


Even though he’s still a university student, he’s a famous bassist. Whenever he releases a new song, fans rush to listen in anticipation. In the rare moments when he has free time, many bands want him as a guest performer…that’s who my brother is.


He’s a kind person who really dotes on me even though I’m five years younger, but he treats me a little bit like a parent doting on their child, rather than caring for a younger brother.


“Nanaki, you’re a genius. I’m sure of it.”


He always praises me so directly and straightforwardly like this. 


It made my face turn red.


“Be more confident! You can definitely captivate the world with your music.”


“I got it! It’s embarrassing so stop it already!”


If I let him continue, he would probably keep giving me exaggerated praise. He lightly brushed it off by giving me a gesture of holding his head up high in confidence.


Still, my brother looked like he was very happy. 


“By the way, is breakfast ready?”


“Yeah, the housekeeper made it for us.”


“Then let’s eat together. I’ll make you some coffee after we eat since you’re probably tired after coming home this morning.”


“Thank you~! Your coffee is the best after all, Nanaki.”


…Honestly, it was embarrassing every time. If he only said stuff like this at home it was fine, but I wish he’d stop doing it when we’re outside too. It wasn’t like he had no choice but to praise me…


Well, that didn’t change the fact that he was still an older brother I’m proud of.


“What about mom?”


“She’s at a violin concert. She’ll be back in about 3 days.”


“Our dad is…ah, I think he’s in the middle of a business trip to Vienna.” 


While I ate with my brother, we talked about our parents. Our father was a conductor, while our mom was a violinist. Everyone in my family worked in something music related, except for me, who was still in high school. It wasn’t uncommon for them to be away for long periods of time for media appearances, orchestras, concerts, or various other events.   


Even so, I don’t think I’ve ever felt lonely.


Because my brother always looked after me like this. I also enjoyed composing and performing songs, so I spend a lot of time getting absorbed in it.


Then, I made the coffee my brother had been waiting for. 


“Mmm~ As I expected, it’s really good. Nanaki, you must’ve inherited your talents from our great uncle…hm?”


My brother who was listening to my new song again with his earphones, suddenly looked at the screen of his phone.


“...it’s here.”


He raised his head and looked at me with shining eyes.


“What is?”


“I found what you were looking for, our great uncle’s–”


“The rest of the sheet music?! You found it?!”


Upon hearing the incredibly good news, I jumped in excitement. The chair made a loud noise as it moved, but I didn’t pay any attention to it. My brother nodded happily and turned his phone screen towards me.


“I was finally able to contact the owner of the second movement.”


“Woah…seriously? Really?”


“Really. I made an appointment for you with your name. You’ll meet them tomorrow night around 9pm in the mahorova lobby.” 


“Th…”


I was so happy that I couldn’t find the words to properly express myself, but I was able to force them out somehow.


“Thank you, onii!”*


After that, I had a decent cup of black coffee, which is the drink I’m most confident in making recently.


“Thank you for the meal!”


I ran out of the dining room into my room and immediately jumped to get my tablet next to my pillow. I grabbed my stuffed goat with my other hand and held it underneath my arm. I looked at the screen on my tablet that had “Sheet Music” displayed. 


This was the only piece of sheet music in the world that existed to me.


“...”


It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that this arrangement was the absolute best in the world. It had a variety of flexible notes that could be arranged into both orchestral and pop songs. It was made in such a way that even an improvised fake would sound good. 


“You really are amazing, great uncle…”


This really was the best sheet music I’ve ever seen.


A one of a kind song. A sound that makes you feel like you’re looking into Heaven itself.


There were scribbles on the sheet music that looked like some notes. I think this might’ve been what he was trying to use for the lyrics. 


“...”


I traced the letters to try and calm down. 


I am a lotus leaf / You dance at midnight 

I catch the wind / In this quiet lake

Until you touch me with your toes

I will wait on the water


*this is how he refers to his older brother


 



Novel Chapters: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2Chapter 3Chapter 4 | Chapter 5

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